Why wait for everything to go perfect and "according to plan" to execute? I have news for you Darling, LIFE WILL NEVER BE PERFECT!!!! But I'm sure you already knew that.
I must admit, I've been dragging my feet a bit b/c I've been waiting for this perfect potion motion miracle to take place. This too is meaningless. You have to start where you are, with what you have, NOW. RIGHT NOW!!!!!
Finally I did my first practice show for EmbraceLifeRadio.com, it was a total success. You wanna know why it was a success? Because I made it a success. I chose to have a successful attitude. I often times struggle with the fact that I'm not perfect. I want everything I do to turn to gold and it can happen...right after i fail a few times, get back up and try again. Repetition is the mother of skill.
Im so proud of myself because I didn't look for any excuse as to why i couldn't do my practice show today. Of course there were many obstacles. Of course I had to MAKE time for it. Being as though I'm a single parent and I have to make sure my baby and home is taken care of first. But you know what, that's life. If you want something bad enough you have to just go for it. Stop thinking and execute.
So anyhow, I got over my excuses, scheduled the show and had supporters from beginning to end. The craziest part about it all is that I got supporters from both friends and family. I got even more supporters from people that I did not even know or converse with on a daily basis. And that's ok as well. You were born alone and you're probably gonna die alone so you have to learn to be your own best friend. If you're expecting certain people to support you that you feel should be? My question to you is, "WHY?" The only support you need is yourself and God and He will provide.
ALL THE LIES I FED MYSELF
"No ones gonna call"
"What if you just be on there by yourself"
"It's not gonna be a success"
"I just dont have the time right now"
"Maybe next week...after I....."
THOSE ARE ALL LIES FROM THE PITT OF HELL. DONT LET FEAR CRIPPLE YOU!!!
As soon as I let go....I made room for a miracle to take place. I had a blast..kinks and all. I had a blast...going speechless and all. I know its meant for me to do this show because it just felt too natural.
I wanna thank all of my supporters. Im overwhelmed because you never ever know who's watching you. People are waiting for who you are to become. Let go and God and Embrace Life with Ambition. I promise you, you will love it. Follow your heart people.
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