HE SHALL PROVIDE

So here's a little update on what's going on in my life.

As I mentioned before, I moved here not knowing a single soul, just trusting that God will provide. Well, I'm here to tell you that He will do just what He said He would do. He selects a particular person or guardian angel who will look after you. Since attending this helpless program that I was forced to go to so my son could go to school, I have met an angel on earth.

The first day I met this lady, she sat me in a room and closed the door, pulled her bible out and asked me, "What do you need?" I was apalled, huh, what do I need? IDK. She said anything, anything at all. She pulled $40 out and gave it to me, gave me her bible and started reading. I was totally blown away because it's so hard to find people who really care these days. She has taken my son in, we go to her house every Sunday to enjoy her delicious Big Mama soul food dinners. God is truly amazing.


My grandmother just died, May 5, 2008 and this lady has truly stepped in and taken on the grandmotherly role. She has truly been a blessing to my life. On my Grandmother's account, I want to do all of things for her that I couldnt do for my grandmother. I WILL RETIRE HER!!!

So.....things are moving along. Just wanted to let you know, believe in Him. He shall provide your needs. I came here not knowing a soul and He is replacing people in my life. Substiting the people who are no good for me for people who are not only good and loving but protecting me and making sure I succeed.

So I guess the helpless program wasn't so helpless afterall. Although it really didn't make much sense in the beginning, everything happens for a reason. It's all clear to me now and this experience has taught me to trust in Him even more.

"If He does it for lil ol me, TRUST me, He can and will do it for you. Only if you beLIeVe."


The NEW FAMILIA

Leave Them Where They Are.......RUN!!!!!

In life you have to be a soldier. No one said is was going to be easy but if you push hard enough it will be worth it. The hardest thing in life is to let go of the ones you love. Rather it's a death or an end to the relationship.

It really tears me up inside that I let a friend go that I truly care for. We've been friends for quite some time. But at the end of the day, it is what it is. Some people like to stay exactly where they are. Even if they say one thing. Don't listen to what they say, watch what they do. Just because you love someone doesn't mean that they have to be a part of your everyday life. Especially if they have no vision and play the victim, look for excuses and not results. Let them go. If you want to grow, you have to let go.

Yes it hurts!!! No it's not easy! Stop putting your trust in man and put your trust in God. He will send you what you need. He has been replacing people in my life and He can do the same for you. So just let it go. Keep pushing. Pain don't last always.

~Choose Life
"If you can't change your friends, change your friends"