It's been about 6 weeks since the launch of EmbraceLifeRadio.com(ELR) and things are coming together. I have such a long way to go but for the most part, I really can't complain. The thing that I'm most thankful for is I no longer look for ppl's approval or validation. I use to take it personal when certain friends or family didn't support the show. I now could care less and as a matter of fact, those who do not support the show, rather it be friend,family, enemy, I'm so much better w/o them anyhow. So it works in my favor.
When I did the interview with Mr. Tony Gaskins Jr, something really clicked for me. The interview was so natural and it felt like we were just having a conversation on the phone. It was then that I realized, the audience is forever gonna change, ppl are always gonna have their opinions, and it is just that, their opinion. Therefore, what matters most is that I enjoy my journey, alone, and whatever falls into place or happens, happens. I'm just embracing the now. No one can see your vision the way you do. Right now I'm at my rawest, naiivest form, and I love it!!!
Doing the show has been somewhat challenging. Having to focus on current circumstances outside of my dream and yet still find a way to pursue what i desire most, happiness. So i can say in all honesty, some of the shows that I've done, I haven't fully allowed myself to be into the now. My mind wanders, lol. But it's all love, I have faith and ambition that I will get exactly where I need to be.
I've felt fear, joy, anxiety, boredom, happiness, confusion, numbness(if that's a word), yet I still continue to push. There's so many great things in store for ELR and I'm planting my expectations. My dream is to have my own segment on Oprah and Friends Satellite, we will see what happens.
I now know that ppl tune in to make there lives better and b/c they appreciate my vision. At the end of the day, I can only be me. They either like it or love it. I assure you, I'm evolving daily.
I thank God that I no longer need an audience for applause b/c I continually give myself a standing O.
"If you care about what everyone else thinks of you, you make everyone your judge"
~Embrace Life w Ambition
